It was Sunday without sun inside me

   There are some f@cking days and nights, that I cannot stand myself nor the people around me.  Thoughts come and go. They don t let me enjoy my moments. They paralyze me. I feel trapped, inside my own self. I hate me sometimes and then I love me.
   I miss home. I miss my husband so much. Some things around me seem to have NO meaning at all...

    Paralyzed. Trapped. Alone...

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