My reality

   In this reality I am leaving in, there are no narrow-minded people who would accuse me for not knowing a particular song of a very famous rock band. In this life I am living in, noone would care If I have watched the recently released hollywood movie. In the life I made, noone would mock my music taste or my early-night-I-go-to-bed  habbit. Or that I dislike clubs.

   In my world, people get excited when I tell them how much I love languages and travelling. Some of them might wanna know about my unique style of clothes (the new one of course).  People admire me for my mind, not my fucking boyfriend. People give me "hats off" for overcoming all the pain I have gonne throughout my life. Some people in occasions have called me a diplomat. A proffessional.
   On my side, I admire myself as well. There is no more jealousy of other people, since in this age, I have achieved more than I thought I would. Thanks to those strangers who believed in me, more than I did and they showed it to me by actions. Unfortunatelly, people who had been close to me wheather were neutral or even very negative. How many times I heard the phrase "it is so difficult, you won't make it". Oh jesus, I remember the people, the occasions ... People who thing small, achieve small. If your dream is small, that's ok. But if you want to  achieve more, bigger dreams then there are no barriers.


   I feel so alive!

    Plus, I feel such relief that I left a bunch of people behind me. Not only in the past, but behind me. As we say in greek "eat my dust".
   That unspoken race or rivarly between us, is not there anymore. You know why? Because I 've beaten you, in a game that you have staged with all the favours on your side. The odds were against me so strongly, that you were claiming yourself a winner since the beginning of this stupid game. I didn't want to play. I was asking you to stop. However you were pushing even more, with satisfaction hidden behind your (pretended to be) innocent face. Despite your time spent on this...project, the victory is mine!

 
   This world in which I have escaped, is a world I selected and I personally created. With all the pros and the cons (is there actually any con? I doubt) . It is a real place, in which I allow people to enter wheather I throw them out if anything...

   Yes, I will get hurt again. Yes, I will feel loneliness probably. Yes, I will face difficulties. But now, I am sure about my capabilities and most important, about myself!

   Special thanks to people who tried to keep me back and made this victory even more prestigious! Too bad for those who remained attached to their boring routine and their misery (whomever those people are).

   Cheers!