Τρίτη, 7 Αυγούστου 2018

I resigned !

~*  Having two months of notice period, I took advantage of the end of July and I handed over my resignation letter. And along with this, I gave them back all the stress, the anxiety and the lies they fed me. That promotion, came along with strict deadlines. I need to tell you that I can deal with deadlines, but I cannot bare the lies... "Yes, you ll get it soon", and it never came... it s the 5th month now but still it is not coming...
   On the contrary, more tasks and work came, along with health issues. "Take your vacations days" they said, as if I had a back up. No, it was only me who couldn't take a single day off and I had to cooperate with the most uncooperative people I have met in my work-life so far. Unprofessional-ism flooded from everywhere and I was alone, fighting with different fronts of attack. "I m not a superwoman", I said to my team leader when I was asked for the reasons of resignation. And those are my last 4 weeks here, since they owe me 18 days of vacations. I won't be able to train someone on time, I guarantee that. But, sorry, not my fault anymore!
  Along with all this, today came the results from the doctor examination: "Please, make an appointment with me, we need to discuss something". F*ck me.   I am terrified. And I m not pregnant, if that's what you mean. It could be something more serious. Stress can cause many problems. I have been dealing with many health matters lately and due to my hectic work, I was even unable to attend the hospital. Great.... Let's see what I have to face now.

   Braking down for a job every other day is not worth the payment. Being used as a toy and not for your brains, can cause psychological damage. But it is not irreversible. I will rise again and I will keep growing. Just take a look on my resume and have me in an interview to let you know all the amazing things I am able to do, if given the right opportunity.


   It was high time I resigned and I have no remorse at all. Going forward. *~


If the above text is imagination or reality, it is up to you to decide.

6 σχόλια:

Ανώνυμος είπε...

“Every path you take might lead to success; but you need to own the path you choose so it is destined to success”. I am very happy reading your post about your achievements in life.

Stress is something which we, humans create in our minds. You say you are not a superwoman, but trust me when I say this; you have endured a lot which has given you the mental strengths of a superwoman. People come and go in life, the good, the bad and the ugly. As you might have already experienced all these category of people, you will know by now which category of people you like to hang around with. It may be none in your case; but this does not make you a person who is not willing to try and socialize. You do try and people fail you. Do not loose interest in people as there is someone out there who understands you and does not want you to be sad. You might not know this, but let me tell you what someone once told me. Imagine you are in a bus and you see a handsome guy. You have an instant crush on him but you do not want to tell him anything as you do not know him or for any other reason. He might have also had a crush on you and for the same reason or other he wouldn’t tell you anything too. Now imagine this, you come across hundreds of people every day and this crush can happen to you or vice versa. We as human beings need to be more open. Give a compliment, even if either of the two people is in a relationship, there is nothing wrong to say thank you. Start your day by telling yourself that you will have a great day and you will smile more than the previous day. It will happen when you start your day with a positive vibe. Take a walk alone listening to your favorite music or your favorite book, help a stranger on the street with directions or your recommendation to restaurants, smile to people on the street as smiling itself is a language without any barriers. Make your life YOURS; do not let anyone or anything spoil your moments. Spend it with the person or people you adore mostly and spend this precious time with the one you love. Give time to yourself and YOU are your first priority. There will be someone one day who will make you his priority and that’s the day you will feel complete. That’s the day you will feel that you have changed your priority as well; to HIM.

You know why I read your posts Anna, because you are an inspirer, an enthusiast about the sole purpose of life. Your posts bring clarity to the things humans do. You express your thoughts in words which most of us cannot do on a daily basis. I am very sure that the people you speak to say the same things about you. I have read most of your posts (translating most of it at least) and I enjoy your stories. It has a pinch of reality and makes me wonder if those stories are real (keeping the story of a young girl in mind who is confused about relationships). This particular story intrigues me as it explains the hidden feelings of the girl which we men often ignore or misunderstand as you might say. But these hidden meanings mean a lot and can change the story line completely. I am looking forward to reading more about what happens next in your story.

I hope we keep in touch

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Anonymous

Zinala είπε...

We can definitely be in touch, but why do you reply as anonymous? Tell me your name at least :)

Ανώνυμος είπε...

I guess it better to be an anonymous who cares about you rather being an actual person who does not. If its easier, you can call me as "A".

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:)

Zinala είπε...

Anonymous, I would have so many things to tell you about your comment, but I simply cannot as I don't know with whom I am talking.

It seems like you know me very well- personally.
Honestly, it freaks me out. Have I revealed so much about myself in the blog??

By the way "the story of a young girl in mind who is confused about relationships" , you mean the FATAL NIGHT??

If my english was better, I would simply continue in english but I am not a native speaker, so I am trying to improve myself.

Ανώνυμος είπε...

Well it is your blog, I cannot tell you in which language you need to continue. You have not revealed so much in your blog as you do with your words. I do not know you personally as you mentioned, but I feel as if we share a connection. You do not have to be "Freaked-out" by this as I am a harmless reader who enjoys your posts.

The girl who is confused about relationship is in context with the story of Anna (other characters are Akis, Alexandros, Sofia). I guess the translation of your last post about this story says "the night is fatal". I feel that this story is deep with feelings and emotions and I enjoy it very much.

Once again, I come in Peace ;)

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A :)

Zinala είπε...

Hi A, I missed your comment. (i don't receive mails to approve them any more). Can you please, explain what you mean by "You have not revealed so much in your blog as you do with your words."?

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