Fear and excitement

Life is a risk. 

A risk you take in any given situation that you have more than one options. Can only one choice, be called an "choice" even? Seems like you cannot choose. However, in some cases there is a subtle choice in the background, that we won t even consider due to many reasons. Therefore seems like we always have more than one option. 

In my case, I am overloaded with options that seem like a dead end or seem to cloud my future. This ain't no good for me. 

But I have faith that everything will eventually turn out just fine. Like usually. I am not speaking of religious faith per se, but rather something spiritual. Personal even. 

I have faith in me and those who (will) support me.

I have taken big steps in my life previously. I have changed houses, country, city... I am meant to do something huge. But with the something huge, comes also huge responsibility and stress.

Fine with me, as long as I see results.

And I am dedicated to do so.

I welcome the new life. 

What am I doing in the future?

 Do you remember the recent countdown that was due on 15th? If not, scroll to past posts.

Anyways, I made clear that I will be going to the Netherlands, however never mentioned the reason or what these results were.

Since I am an EU citizen, this couldn't be related to any visa application and such. Neither interviews with companies have such deadline. So, why am i going there?

I am going to study. Wait, what? 

What?

PSYCHOLOGY! 

Finally, my life long dream can become reality! 

I am as excited as I could at the moment, simultaneously terrified and very curious as well!

I have to clear my English exam (i m going for IELTS for a change), since my proficiency...expired! 

I was also accepted with a quite nice and early ranking, getting hope that the university has seen something in me. 

Anyway, I have to prepare all the moving and find housing which is the most difficult part :)

C ya!

Μες στο μυαλό μου τώρα

Γεια σου - Καλλιδης

Ένα τραγουδάκι που χρωστάω γύρω τριγύρω.

Τον Αύγουστο φεύγω, πάω Ολλανδία όπως είπαμε στο προηγούμενο ποστ. Δε θα ακολουθήσει κανένας. Ελεύθερο πουλί και πνεύμα, πάω για πνευματική ανόρθωση!

Κι όσοι με πίκραναν, μπορούν να πιούνε τη χολή τους!

I MADE IT!!!

That's it! It's the day!

The results came in and they are positive!!

I will be studying psychology in September!

Here, take some cake:

 

One day

Remaining. 

One. Day. Only.

On top of everything... this:

Why not before my exam on Saturday. eh, why not?

 

2 days

 Omg omg omg! 

5 και σήμερα

 

 A few rain drops cannot discourage us!

8 days to go

 Hello new baby:

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