Friday, January 20, 2023
Just blabbering- advise on studying
Wednesday, January 18, 2023
Thursday, January 12, 2023
Μια πλαστή ιστορία
Έστριψε τσιγάρο μα δεν το άναψε. Έπιασε τα σπίρτα, μα τα πέταξε πίσω στο τραπεζάκι του σαλονιού. Σκεφτόταν. Που θα βγάλει όλο αυτό; Για πόσο καιρό θα υποκρίνονταν; Το μυστικό που έκρυβε ήταν βαρύ.
Μα κάθε φορά που κοίταζε στα μάτια του, σαν τη φιλούσε, ένιωθε μοναδικοί στον κόσμο να είναι. Κάθε αγκαλιά ήταν και μαγεία. Τα γυμνασμένα του χέρια την έκλειναν μέσα τους. Κι εκείνη χανόταν και χάνεται κάθε φορά που την αγγίζει. Το πάθος κι ο έρωτας να στάζουν σε κάθε φιλί. Η ατμόσφαιρα να μυρίζει χημεία και άγνωστο. Το απαγορευμένο.
Το άρωμα του μοναδικό. Η ύπαρξή του αιθέρια. Γαλήνιος. Έτσι θα τον περιέγραφε. Μα και τρομερό ταυτόχρονα. Ήταν μυώδης. Ψηλός και όμορφος. Εξωτικός. Το κάτι διαφορετικό που αναζητούσε κοντά στα πρότυπά της. Μα δεν ήταν δικός της και δε μπορούσε να γίνει δικιά του, παρα μονάχα τα λίγα λεπτά που ξέκλεβαν μέσα στο χρόνο τους.
Η τύχη... δεν ήταν με το μέρος τους.
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The wedding part 23
Jessica went for shopping few days later. And she saw Leo's wife with someone in a café. She immediately called him :
- I have an interesting case for you, Leo, she said and smirked.
- What is it baby?
- Your soon to be ex wife is at the Grand café with a male company.
- What? I 'm coming.
They hung up and he indeed found them all in a café, where Jessica was hidden in the corner. She wanted to be discreet but was curious about what would happen and if Leo would find them soon. She couldn't be sure when they would leave.
Leo came few minutes later and they seemed to have a heated conversation with the couple. They all left together.
Jessica received a call later in the evening.
- She admitted she had been cheating on me. The divorce is mine next month, he said. I won't change anything at this point. And anyway I cannot have the kids. They better stay with their mother. We can finally be together.
- Not so soon. Not until it s finalized and further.
She was right and they both knew it. Leo's career was in its zenith. They did not want rumors to spoil it now. He had to protect his kids too. They had to keep meeting secretly for long time ahead. Jessica was uncomfortable with this thought.
Tuesday, January 3, 2023
The wedding part 22
The wedding part 21
Tuesday came and William showed up with flowers at the airport. He hugged her and kissed her. But she didn't reciprocate. They went for lunch to a nice restaurant where they had some pleasant time. But her mind was in Leo. William noticed something:
- Where is your mind running of to? he smiled at her.
- I think I am a little tired, that's all. I didn't get enough rest last night and tomorrow I have to show up to work. Do you mind dropping me off home after we are done?
- No, no problem at all, he touched her hand. I am going to pay and we can leave, said and kissed her hand.
He dropped her home and left. From the corner, Leo was approaching in a hurry.
- What are you doing here? she asked shocked while unlocking the door to the building.
- I came to see you for a very short time before I hit the airport.
He leaned for a kiss in the elevator. They kissed. And it was magical. Suddenly she was feeling alright. They entered the apartment and they kept kissing.
- What have you done to me? she asked him.
- No, what have you done to me? he asked back not letting their lips part.
- I put a spell on you, she sang...
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They fell on the couch, she on top of him. She touched his crotch with her ladyparts and rubbed herself. They moaned. The kisses moved on the necks, where little licks were teasing each other. "I want you", she mouthed to his ear. But something didn't feel so right. His flag was semi standing!
- Is something wrong? she asked. We don't have to have sex, said and kissed his lips softly.
- I saw you leaving William's car and I am uncomfortable.
- Oh, she muttered.
- You are still seeing him?
- Yes.
- Listen, I didn't tell you this, but this time I am leaving for 2 months roughly. I will give you this time to clarify the things between the two of you. Do whatever you want. But when I am back, I want you to tell me your decision. My divorce is final, he said firmly.
- Are you giving me an ultimatum?
- Sort of. I cannot stand seeing you with someone else. I want to find him and tell him you are mine, but I cannot because of the divorce.
- Oh you wouldn't do that, she laughed.
- Oh heck I would have. But the press is in every corner.
She stopped laughing when she heard this. She kissed him again and touched his face.
- I understand, she said and planted another kiss on his lips.
- I love you so much, is it that bad?
- No, it is not, she replied while brushing his hair. I love you too, said.
The wedding part 20
She went on a trip to Edinburgh. She had fun but was missing something, and that something was Leo. She picked up her phone and called him.
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Monday, January 2, 2023
The wedding part 19
The door rang and interrupted them. It was a delivery boy with a cake and a box. There was a note on it : " I couldn't be there for your birthday so I am sending you a gift now. Leo". She opened it and it was a pair of earrings. She was amazed.
- Who is this from? William asked curiously.
- It's from a friend who forgot my birthday, she said while hiding the card. Back to our topic, I think it is too early to move in together. I need some time to sort some things first. I just moved and renovated the place, let me think about it.
- I understand he said and kissed her cheek.
Her phone rang from Leo. She picked up.
- Hello and thank you for your gift, she said shortly.
- Did you like it?
- Yes, I loved it but now I have to go as I have company.
- He is there?
- Yes, talk to you later, she said and hang up.
- Was that your friend? William asked.
- Yes, she murmured. Then she faked a headache so William had to leave.
She right away called Leo back:
- Thank you for the gift, it s wonderful.
- I am glad you liked it, he smiled.
- Can we meet?
- Sure, soon?
- Yes, half an hour?
- Ok, hotel Scorpio.
- See you there.
And they did. They met in the room 326 and they enjoyed a private lunch.
- William wants to move in together, she let out breathless.
- And you? he asked calmly.
- I told him it was too soon, she replied.
- Okey, he let out.
He held her hand. He kissed it and said that he loves her.
- I love you too, she said.
- But I want you to stop seeing William.
- I want us to start dating properly, then, she demanded.
- You know that's not possible.
- Then leave me alone, she smirked.
- Alright, he said and stiffened his lips.
Their evening was not as hot as other times, although they had their share of fun. When he slapped her butt, it felt like a punishment to both of them. When he grabbed her hair, it was almost the same. He gave her strong kisses. Bit her lips, bit her shoulder, her hard nipples... He licked her with an ice cube all over her body... But something was off...
Unfortunately for them, someone had leaked their meeting to the press. Not many cared, but still some magazine had a headline "Who is Leo seeing? The mysterious woman X and the hotel room". The paper said that he met with an unidentifiable lady of the age of roughly 30 and reminded the fans that Leo was 36. They commented on how this may affect the divorce, should anyone finds out that Leo had been having an extra marital affair before the divorce gets final.
The next day some journalist approached Jessica while she was going to work. He asked her if she was the lady with Leo in the hotel Scorpio. She tried to deny it, but he said:
- I already know it was you miss, I was just being polite and he smirked.
- Alright, it was me, but we met for a business reason. I wanted to book him again.
- Again you said? he took some notes on his pad.
- Of course, I wouldn't meet a stranger in the privacy of a hotel room. I had Mister Leo again in the past for private event.
- Alright, thank you miss. May I ask more personal questions?
- Like what?
- Like your age? Fans love juicy content. And anyways I will try to guess, so you better just let me know.
- Oh wow, she exclaimed in awe. Well, I am 30. You guessed right the first time, sir, she said sharply. Her words stung him.
- Well, that's all, he said and left her to her day.
The wedding part 18
She was feeling uncomfortable seeing him there, but tried her best to have a good time. And she did. Occasionally William would kiss and touch her and Leo would try not to look at them. When the time came to sing his new song, he dedicated it to someone special in the crowd, generally. Press was always present and he had to be careful to not let his emotions overrule him.
In his break he had to change clothes, customary part of his performance. Although he didn't. He went from table to table claiming to do some socializing around and taking few photos with the fans. He hurried to their table and asked how they are doing and the couple thanked him for the champagne. Jessica managed to cover it up one more time mentioning the wedding and his performance and the topic ended there.
The next day the press had released a new article about him and his "downfall", because he didn't change clothes for the performance. But the fans loved him, so this posed no serious issue for him. He called her early in the morning, but she didn't pick up. She texted him "I am at work right now, will call you later". And she did.
- What was all the drama last night? she asked.
- You had the guts to show up with him in my workplace, he uttered.
- It was William's idea for my birthday and I didn't know where he wanted to take me. And in the end of the day, your job is to be an entertainer! Did you see the papers?
- Yes damnit, I did. But I don't care, all I care is that I don't want to see you with him again.
- Leo... I think we are over.
- Tell that to my face, I said. I m coming to pick you up after work for dinner.
- Ok, she said and they hang up.
They went in a nearby restaurant, which was not so well known.
- I don't think so this meeting was necessary, she said coldly.
- I wanted to see you. I missed you.
The appetizers arrived. He got her hand in his.
- Till when will you punish me? I don't know what else you want. I am almost done with the divorce, have some patience and then we could be together normally. Look, we are finally having dinner. Do you have any idea what this may cost me if anyone sees us together?
- I know, she replied calmly. Thank you for doing that, I had missed you.
They finished their food and went to her place to have steaming hot sex. The night arrived and he had to go to his performance. He kissed her forehead, exchanged some love words and they moved on.
She was seriously thinking of William. To break up or not? Leo had been persistent and patient with her too. He knew about William and still remained. But that was their deal from the beginning. They would be a secret couple. And now they had the chance to be a more normal couple.
She called William the next day. She wanted to make sure about her feelings. William arrived at her place and knocked on the door. They had a coffee and a nice chat when he dropped the bomb:
- I want us to move in together, he expressed.
- I think this is too soon, William. We are dating for about 3 months. We said we could take things slow.
- I know Jessica, but I am in love with you. I cannot stay away from you.
- I m not sure I feel the same, she said.
- I understand, and you don't have to, he replied.