Perhaps

Perhaps I 'll give you the chance you never asked for.

Perhaps I 'll go on a date. Perhaps, I 'll drink a little bit more and perhaps I 'll lose myself. 

I might, or might not, give myself to someone else. Or shut all the doors. 

I might allow, or not, no-one else to touch me.  I may forget about you, or I may keep thinking all about you.

Perhaps I 'll be a new me. 

I will reborn.