Anyway, I want to speak of the fear of success.
This is an irrational fear of success, where you technically sabotage yourself because of that. You fear that if you are successful your life will change and who knows you may not even recognize yourself anymore. This fear is particularly tricky to avoid when you are doing therapy sometimes especially if there is a tendency/ disorder that underlies a saboteur. BPD is a suspect of this of course, therefore I am bringing it up.
How to work around it?
Think positively. You are not losing anything, you are still you, without the negative aspects of the disorder. Without having someone sabotaging your efforts to becoming a better person. Without having to embarrass yourself or betray something/someone.
Don't ruminate. Don't let yourself fall into that trap of "what if".
Ask for help. Discuss it with your friends and family or your therapist even. It is not embarrassing and it is not you who feel like that only. We are many.
Be gentle with yourself and take one step at a time. Every day you reset. You get one more chance. Use it wisely!
You? What other thoughts do you have to battle with? What is your cope mechanism?
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All thet is good but what with relaps....
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